→ 30 Apr 12 at 8 pm
I miss summer a lot and being around my friends, but I’m scared of what’s going to happen when I leave college for so long. Every time I go home, if it’s more than a couple of days, I’m irritable to my family. I hate being rude to my family, but I can’t help it. It’s not coming from a place that is conscious. When I’m around my friends I’m okay, but at home, I get depressed and anxious. Hopefully, I can adjust, but I’m scared that if I adjust too much, each transition back and forth will be stressful. I guess I just need one or the other.



